Help Bean get a home 2k15
I moved in with a friend about a year ago to get away from my abusive aunt, but the living situation is currently unsustainable.
I’m stuck in a very packed room without much space to do anything, with a lot of other people’s things. I’m usually a very neat person and the fact that I can’t keep it clean / can’t even properly put my things away because there’s just so much stuff in the way is stressing me out, along with other things.
On top of that one of the roomates is a little loud at night and keeps me up and I’ve basically been living off about 4 hours of sleep a night for the last year. I’ve been managing pretty well but it’s gotten to the point where all I do when I get off work is go home, browse my tumblr, maybe draw and go to sleep (or try).
I don’t have the energy to go out and do things, and the sever exhaustion has been getting worse recently. I’ve cried more in the last few months than I have in my life. I’ve been fighting off a lot of suicidal thoughts and it’s really hard because I don’t have the energy to justify not doing it, and even less to follow through. I’ve literally been ripping my skin off. I’ve fallen asleep in the bathtub on one ocassion and I am so stressed my pulse is constantly racing.
I’m trying to move out, I’m looking for a new job in my area, but I’ll need a kick start for rent and I barely have enough now to cover even half a months rent, let alone food or transportation.
I’m asking for donation or a kind forwarding of the post if someone else is able.
If you want something for your money, I have commissions open. There’s a slight queue on that.
