I’ve become so emotionally detached from my father that I’ve lost all feelings toward him, spare contempt. My sole motivation for improving myself as a person is so I never have to see him again. The moment I am independent, I no longer have a father.
This is my goal. This is what drives me. I’ve been out of school for eight months, I’m unemployed, my mental health is in the toilet and yet, that is what pushes me.